love goals

i wanted to love again 

i want a genuine love

and i want to get my heart breaks, shatters into pieces...

sadly i know i can truly love once, and i've loved,

even it was unrequited, one sided.

i still did with all my might.

and being brokenhearted is crushing feelings,

with every horrible thoughts.

that was the last time i feel emotion as big as that.

and as crazy as it sounds, i just want to feel

like that again.

i am sure being in love and love itself is a great feelings,

but i don't miss that feeling.

but mending your own hearts is the coziest feeling.

so i want a genuine love then a heartbreak! 

(i used to feel like this but with different motives to not feel like other people won over me just because i feel feelings much greater than them, but now i just truly wanted to experience heartache again, at least i'm not numb, i just want someone true & right to break my heart ♡)

(p/s: my friend do not condone the break my heart part, so i just want someone true & right)

- very sane aina