Fran Sea

 romance is so dead to me, like i love love but what if i can't fall in love? (dramatic but concerned but really real concern tone)

 this might sound dumb, but that is me but i feel like i am ready to love again not insisting i ever stopped but i just want to love someone new getting to know them, learning their habits, their interests because i always believe you can learn to love someone but of course it will be the genuine type of love but i am not looking for actual commitment like i want to love someone but we don't have to get married  i am not ready for that, i feel like it's a little forward thinking now that i used to imagine having a future with guys i dated it doesn't feel nice to not be reciprocated and be disappointed also in the back of mind, i need another relationship and break up scene for me to feel better because i just don't think it's fair that i feel like i am settling down straightaway  because i don't like the feeling people who wronged me having a power over me but we don't know fate  (moment of realisation here i know i sound like i am optimistic to get to know ...